Intensity. Creativity. Beauty. They're all the same thing to me. They are portrayed in everything that is good in this world. I like indescribable things. Big things...I like admiring things that are bigger than me, more than me. Things like knowledge. It's huge...it's beautiful and it's so intense. It's something that captivates me....something that I want. I want to know what's truly going on around me....not just know what my eyes see. I like knowing what the meanings are behind pictures...not just seeing pretty colors on a canvas. I enjoy thinking, when I have the time to participate in it. Everyone has their own tales of amazement and incredible things they've seen that take up the space in their mind, and each person finds what they have seen to be the most amazing thing in the world. They want to share it with the entire world, but they can't because God only allowed them to see that specific thing with that specific amazement for themselves. Everybody else sees things in their own way and is amazed by the things God makes amazing to them. It's quite an interesting idea.
People always say beauty is in the eyes of the beholder...it's actually in the hands of the Creator. Everything He created is beautiful in one way or another. Whether or not I see the beauty of something doesn't matter. He sees it because He created it and He knows it all. He knows everything....He's cool. He allows us to see the beauty of nature, the beauty of humanity, and the beauty of love. But He only allows some people to see the true beauty behind those things. Certain people can see whats beyond normal beauty....they can feel God's creation and experience it deeply because that's how He intended it to be for them.
They're all different. People, that is. That's one of the things that make us beautiful. None of us see, think, or feel exactly the same. I would prefer to have the mind of a psycho(some say I do;). Not the freako killer kind of psycho...but the kind of psycho who sees and thinks in an almost dangerous way. One who thinks differently and quickly, and who can only be understood by the extremely educated. I'd love to explore the thoughts scattered and crowded in the mind of someone like that...I can only imagine how fascinating that would be. I think being lost may be one of my favorite things in the world....there's something spectacular about not knowing what's next and being consumed by something that you have no previous understanding of. That's why I like thinking..I do it when I can. I like to let it lead me to weird places...there's just so much to learn! There's so much I'm going to explore...I'm really enjoying this whole "life" thing. It gets you thinking.
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