Are You a Depressed Teenager? Good News! We All kinda Are! ;)

Why do you think it is that we feel so much? Why do you think we go through so many emotions and think about so much of the impossible? What's the point of thinking if the only things that consume our minds are things that cannot be and things we wish we had? Why think when it seems like all that's there is sadness? Ill tell you.
The beauty of thinking is that there's no limits. From your imaginary worlds, to your college plans...what you think about cannot be controlled by anyone or anything but you. Depending on how you choose to control your thinking, you can be somebody who's consumed with laughter, or you can be someone who's consumed by tears. In your head, you can go anywhere. You can go farther beyond this normal life and these normal things. In your mind, you can go places that are categorized as impossible. In my thoughts, I can fly above the clouds for hours where nothing is in existence except for me and the wind on my skin. I can enter a dark field of deep purple and blue lights and marvel at how they wink at me through the giant black elephant eared plants that surround them. I can get lost in my own world with the people that I love the most and do nothing but laugh and look at each other. In my thoughts, I can ride a literal roller coaster of emotion and get a high from the rapid exchange of sadness, joy, anger, peace, love, discontent, loneliness, exhilaration, amazement, fear, boldness, tears, laughs, explosions of the face, ect. Or I can go to a place where no emotion exists and I can be a robot, numb to every good or bad emotion. I can be free of fear, anger, love even, tears and laughs, everything. I can be nothing, and be perfect at it. In my mind I can enter into outer space and be myself completely. I can be the person I never could be with people surrounding me. I can be so far in love with God that my mind can't comprehend even what it means to have normal friendships and would only be unsatisfied with anything other than what is everything to me. In my head, I never settle. I can always make the right desicions and achieve the highest goals. I can live above drama and normalcy. In my mind, those things don't exist. I can go so far beyond myself that instead of oxygen, I breathe bliss. I can go to so many places that are beautiful. I can be so much that is beautiful in God. In my head, these words don't matter. Nothing does. Only freedom and peace...and happiness. The only thing that exists in my head is what's good. :) Well...that's the good stuff that's in there anyhow. Like I said, there's places that are terrible and ugly and should never be described but also have the capability of consuming me. I want to live in the good parts of my mind. Maybe if I think of nothing but that, I can become it. Guess we'll find out. ;) Think about good stuff, people!