So Me and My Friend are Going Boating Later:)

Do you ever just feel like barking? I mean the kind of barking you do on your hands and knees, or with your head out the window, or while you're chasing the mailman down the street. Do you ever get the desire to do that? I do... Okay maybe its not a huuuuge desire of mine...but with the right people or level of insanity being involved, I think it could be fun.
In case my topic of discussion hasn't made it obvious, I'm bored today, and my brain is wandering in the midst of silliness and stupidity. I like it. :) Not the boredom part, just the stupidity. Stupidity makes me laugh... Seriously, if you were to witness some of the stupidity that plays in my mind some days, you'd be hysterical. For real. I mean it.
Aaaaanyways. I'm happy. Lol From my last post, you can just go ahead and assume that I guess. But for real, I'm feeling content today amidst my boredom and brain games. I have a lot of anticipation for the future. I can't wait for someday soon when something crazy happens and my boredom goes away! But its not the kind of "can't wait" that really can't wait...I'm okay with chillin I guess. I'm stepping into some bigger shoes...at least I'm attempting to. The whole growing up thing is starting to tease me and torture me with the whole responsibility thing. Its exciting, but weird...I don't know if I like it. But, I am working on it... I'm just ready for whatever God has for me! I'm laughing at myself for being so anxious. I know God's got big stuff this year, I'm just bouncin' off the walls in excitement! But there's so much life going on around me already. Its really beautiful. Its a wonderful thing to see how nothing has to be happening for everything to be happening. (That makes sense in my head...) I mean I can be having one of the most boring days, like today, and yet my life is moving so fast and slow and forward and backward and upside down and so much is happening that I actually can't slow down or speed up or even think of doing either one of those things! Life's so hectic....even as I lie here on my bedroom floor amidst my clothes and shoes. There's so much going on, I'm bored with it. But I'm totally not at the same time. I'm ready for something new, but it's not impertinent that it happens now. I'm growing in the present, not the future. So I'm okay with the present. I guess. I'm just bored with being bored and not being bored with the things that occupy my time and mind! I sometimes wonder if I'm growing up too fast...I also wonder if I'm growing up too slow. I'm so immature....but, I know I'm not stupid. Sometimes I feel too mature, and like I should be doing more stupid stuff. But, knowing that that's immature and still wanting to do it makes me immature....right? Yeah. This is kind of a long, babbling post. I find it interesting, even though I truly hope nobody actually takes the time to read it all and realize how uninteresting I am. If you've read this, don't read this. Its sad and lame and looks like squiggles in my brain. You probably wouldn't understand.
Bye! :D