Tortured Artist? Or Just Artistically Tortured...?

To be a tortured artist....
Is a capability every one of  us possess.
It's about that emotion that lies within...
You know...
Within that dimly lit, glass case way down inside of us.
 It's about that thing, those things, which we strive so hard to stay far from.
 They feel negative because of the darkness around them.
But the truth is, that's where our  artistic beauty lies.
It's actually right there.
In that dark place that we can never so easily find.
It's that place where feelings are kept.
Where love we didn't know existed is stored,
 and where pain...long forgotten...still lingers faintly.
It's here that we find our inner artist.
Just here is where what's real is shown.
It's here, where you almost feel tortured...
But, it's only here, where your craving for passion can be satisfied.
It's deep down, hidden in this case,
Where you can finally be real.
 Yes, it's here where your tortured artist stays trapped.
 But, it's also the place where you, yourself, are free the most.
The things in this case may no longer attack you....
But from time to time they might surprise you.
They'll surprise you with a memory that reminds you who you are...
Where you came from...
And where the possibility for you to go, exists.
 It's here where you feel like a person again.
Here where the tears are real, not only juvenile.
It's here where emotion is raw.
And here where the true beauty of life can be welcomed in.
It's here where that tortured artist inside you becomes soo strange.
Because no matter how hard he tries to express...
His emotions...
Not even to him, will they ever be truly explained.