Beautiful Insanity.

Tomorrow is my last, first day of high school! :( I'm officially a SENIOR!!!! I feel so cool and awesome and stuff.. It's great.
I've been going deeper in prayer lately. There's something new in the atmosphere that's pushing me to go towards more. New realms have been opening up for me and my youth group. Supernatural experiences are occuring...and it's incredible. I want to write everything that's happened, but I don't think there are words sufficient enough to describe it. So much power is being installed into my proximity. So much love is being poured out. The only way I can think to describe what's going on is "beautiful insanity". It's so beautiful, the things that God is doing...and it's absolutely insane to think that He's doing it with me. He's showing me things.. He's telling me things.. He's teaching me how to be real. I'm having amazing things revealed to me...and I'm almost jealous of myself for being so blessed. Why did God choose me to have the opportunity to be in His presence? I'm amazed that He's letting me live the life of someone that gets to walk with Him. There's so many emotions inside me, I feel like I'm going to explode all over this paper! It's good emotion...insane emotion. I've decided to let myself be known as a crazy person. There's nothing like insanity...craziness...retardism! I'm most free when I allow myself to act a bit manic. It's quite intensifying when it comes to Jesus stuff. Really...it makes everything more intense and awesome. :) I love it. Life in general is just better when you're stupid. You have more fun...you experience better things. It makes everything "ROCK!" in my eyes. Life's a joy when you let it all go. Be stupid. Be insane. It's worth it in everyway...