It's amazing how something so simple as a white ball floating in a deep sky of blue can be so beautiful that it sends someone into a state of borderline vegetableism. :) It's like you're put into a trance...a wonderful one. Such is the wonder of this life. There are so many things that are beautiful in my life. Love, relationships, friends, family, my physical surroundings- they're all so wonderful. If I were to give the time I'd like to to it all, they would easily consume me and send me into a blissful trance where I could be the happiest vegetable on the planet. :)
When I look at the sky, the moon is what I see. I like to think that one day, if the moon and the north star don't end up getting married, I'd get to be with the moon. I often feel as though I am in love with it. :) But, every once in a while, the reality of the rest of the sky hits me...and I realize that there's a whole universe of beauty above me, just waiting to consume me. I want that. I want the beautiful spiritual universe that God has created to surround me. Though it's easy to just look at the moon, love it, and let its joy consume me...I want everything God has for me. (I'm pretty sure that includes the moon, eventually...at least I hope it does.) But anyhow, my point is...I want Jesus right now. Nothing else. I want something more than surface deep. I want to be lost in the universe of His love, His grace, and simply His presence. I don't want to be focused on the beauty of the moon...I want to be taken over by everything He has, and that is all. I'm separating myself for this reason, and this reason alone. K!? Cool. :)
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