Flowers won't be blooming for a while. That fact doesn't really matter, unless you're me. :) I love flowers...I can't wait for them to bloom. The beginning of this upcoming blooming season will mark the beginning of more than just the pretty, smell-goody things. When the flowers start to bloom this year, so doe a new chapter in my life. I'm graduating from high school during that time. I'll be turning eighteen. I'm growing up! The next time I see flowers, I'll be stepping into adulthood. I've never been so terrified and excited in my life! So many beautiful things are going to begin when the beauty of the thick, lush grass and the brightly colored foilage finally make it back into our lives! I'm happy. :) Like, really happy. I'm so excited for tje day when God brings back the heat and sunshine...for that day when He kicks off my life and allows me to step into bigger and greater things. It's going to be a beautiful time indeed. I'm excited for the explosion of spring....I'm excited for all the seasons after that. I know there is nothing but beauty, learning, and experiences to be had.
Though I can't wait for that season to come...I'm content with where I am now. Actually...I'll admit it, I've fallen in love with fall. :) It's partially because of the beautiful October skies, the cool weather, and the constant perfect amount of sunshine mixed with the perfect amount of wind, but mostly just because life's great right now. It's just awesome! My life really is like a huge love story...and no, it's not because of a relationship with a member of the opposite sex. :p Though friends are cool...I call my life a love story based on the romance I'm dazzled with every day by my glorious Savior and the things He's surrounded me with. Everything in this life just has an irrestistible charm about it. It's like the whole world is flirting with me...showing off for me...making me blush. :) I don't know why, but I'm even loving the sad things in life. I just feel like it's all for a greater purpose, even if it pains me. I find that to be the most brilliantly astounding thing in the world. Something in me forces me to believe that every little thing is connected...every emotion, every conflict, every sight, every person, every tree....everything you can think of is connected by my Creator. That's why I love it all...every bit of ugly and beauty. He knows it all, and He loves it all. I love Him, and He loves me. He's made my life into what I believe to be the greatest love story in the history of the world. I'm completely head over heels for all of it. :)
But woot! woot! for the future! :DDDDD hehehe
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