My Interrupted Prayer

As I sit here, I wonder....about both nothing and everything.

Your love is what I desire.

The thing I want most to experience, is your divine fire.

I write so many essays and verses on what I feel from my Father.

And yet none of them can explain the truth of what all of this is,

To most, nothing about that fact matters.

But it does to me.

My human worth says I can't keep going on and on about the deepness of my Beloved....

But, I can.

And I shall, no matter the amount of fails from that endeavor.

He is the one above whom all the words in the world couldn't describe.

He is the one, who's supremacy just simply can't be defined.

His beauty is one that reigns victorious over all competitions of the like.

His wonder and his power can't be obtained or comprehended by a waiflike mind like mine,

No matter how hard it may try.

I wish I could tell you half of the things He's done...

I say half, but thruthfully, I can't comprehend that much of what's been created with His love.

There's just something about His incredulous wonder..

It makes a mind like mine incabable of doing anything but of it to ponder.

I truly do wish I had more words to say....
I wish I had more in my vocabulary to explain.

There really is so much more to tell about how my Savior makes me feel this way.

Though its true, I could go on for countless hours, writing of His love, His grace, His power, and His everything,

My small human life couldn't last long enough to get it all out.

So I guess ill just leave you with this one thing...

His everything is more than enough to completely change what seems to be your only thing.

The life He gives to those that give theirs to Him, won't be attempted to be described here.

See, that greatness as well, would take countless words and hours to tell.

Just know that its worth it, to be with the father.

At least it is for me...I pray every day that this also becomes your greatest desire.